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December 8, 2009 and May 8, 2009 posts.
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All rights reserved.Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.comBlogger26125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-75848248960595609372011-04-11T13:49:00.000-07:002011-04-12T11:02:51.739-07:00What's It Like (Part 2)Well...<br /><br /><br />Could it be like someone who is "coming to" after being knocked out?<br /><br />Could it be like someone who is "coming out of" anesthesia? <br /><br />Could it be like someone who is "coming back" after being in a coma?<br /><br />Could it be like someone who is "getting born"?<br /><br /><br /><br />What is meant by the above is:<br /><br /><br />Would there be vague, fluid, surroundings?<br /><br />Would there be sound distortion?<br /><br />Would there be odd light and unexpected bright light? <br /><br />Would it seem to a person that they can't distinguish objects, can't tell what's what?<br /><br />Would it seem to a person that voices are speaking clearly but what the voices are saying just isn't understandable?<br /><br />Would there be a sense of non-linearity or things happening out of sequence?<br /><br /><br />If you've experienced any of these you may be on to the next phase of this ascension process. And you are being welcomed back!<br /><br />Love to all,<br /><br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-32226216436117434092011-01-23T18:59:00.000-08:002011-01-23T19:19:47.840-08:00Our Big BreakIt's 2011. This is the countdown, folks. Are you ready? <br /><br />One of the most helpful things you can do for yourself and your loved ones is to Pay Attention. Stop taking things for granted. Notice everything that you can. <br /><br />You will see that things are working according to your word, your desire, your deepest will. <br /><br />Don't worry that your unworthy thoughts will manifest. Pay attention to your most sincere, heartfelt feelings. Pay attention to them and not to the conflicts in your mind. What you Pay Attention to will override your conflicted, unworthy thoughts. <br /><br />It's 2011 and You're on a roll. Play it! <br /><br />Love, <br /><br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-27937810175786325062010-08-30T22:15:00.000-07:002010-09-08T15:55:46.228-07:00The Way It IsRemember that song?<br />_______________<br /><br />The way it is:<br /><br />You know your birthdate. (Or rather you know the date you've been told is your birthdate.)<br /><br />You've been told who your parents are and who your family is.<br /><br />You've been told what group you're in and what you can expect for your life as a member of that group.<br /><br />You've been told what to do with your life to have a low likelihood of an overall unpleasant lifetime.<br /><br />You've been told what to do with your life to have a high likelihood of an overall tolerable lifetime.<br /><br />You've been told there are no guarantees in life either way.<br /><br />You've been told life is a mystery.<br /><br />You've been told life is a school.<br /><br />You've been told life is hell.<br /><br />You've been told the only things certain in life are death and taxes.<br /><br />You've been told life isn't fair.<br /><br />You've been told life is a veil of tears.<br /><br />You've been told you'll never get out of life alive.<br /><br />You've been told what the average life expectancy is for a person like you.<br /><br />You've been told you need life "insurance".<br /><br />You've worked hard and obeyed the rules as best you can. You've seen others who have it better than you and others who have it worse. For both instances, you have your ideas about why.<br /><br />You hope you're making a difference in someone's life; you hope your stay on earth isn't totally inconsequential.<br /><br />You've been told to begin now for your inevitable death that will happen sometime in the future.<br /><br />You hope your death will be relatively peaceful. You hope you will have prepared for it in such a way that there is little to no financial disruption for others.<br /><br />It pleases you to think of leaving your valuable things to those you feel will appreciate them.<br /><br />It pleases you to think of at last going to a better place. Where there will be an absence of pain and problems.<br /><br />That's one way it is. But you don't have to believe it.<br /><br />Another way it is:<br /><br />You have already died.<br /><br />Right in the same body you now occupy, your spirit has already died. It has transformed.<br /><br />And right in the same body you now occupy, your spirit has been born anew.<br /><br />Your death and renewal have happened not once or twice but many times since you've been alive. Since your original birth into the body you now occupy.<br /><br />Maybe you've been sensing something like this, especially lately.<br /><br />Inside or bodies, in our spirit, we are continually being reborn.<br /><br />The verb "to die" does not pertain to spirit. It's hard to picture deathlessness in the case of getting born again because we've been told that logic dictates that a rebirth must be preceded by a death. But getting reborn does not involve death as we usually think of death.<br /><br />What's spiritual rebirth like? It's like an ongoing refreshing, an ongoing flowing up, purifying, and charging of your spirit. Feels Good and Right because it is Good and Right. It's you.<br /><br />It's like having a warm spring rain shower down on you; it's like being in a fountain..<br /><br />No, it's more like actually being a fountain. One that pours up, rains down, pours up, rains down. Circles up, down, and all around on itself. It's a cycle, but there's no recycling of anything. Everything is new every time. Everything is for the first time. That's you.<br /><br />A vessel continually changing yet never changing. It's a cascade. Fresh, fresh, fresh, in every instant. That's you.<br /><br />Everytime abundant, everytime so much more than enough. No depletion. That's you. <br /><br /><br />What it can mean for us:<br /><br />We're eternal.<br /><br />Worldy situations do not affect us, period. Doesn't matter what we're told or how many times. Much of the information we're given is the exact opposite of the way it is. The information is designed for a tightly controlled and very temporary human existence on earth. That's all.<br /><br />We're not running out of anything. We're not stuck on anything. It can look to us like we are. Can feel like it too. That's our human view and our human feeling. But that's not the way it is.<br /><br />The appearance and feeling of running on empty or being stuck or not having enough do not last. They can hurt tremendously for quite a while and they can generate a lot of human activity. But they do not last.<br /><br />If something doesn't last it is temporary. And if it is temporary, it is not real. It is not the way it is.<br /><br />Are we really going to "die" "someday" or is somebody just telling us we will? So we don't notice that we are continually dying and getting reborn. So we don't notice that death as a final end is an idea someone invented and uses as a control.<br /><br />The body you occupy, what will become of it "someday"? Do you know for sure? Do you have a choice in what becomes of it? It's a nice idea to bring the body into the conversation and ask it what it would like to do too.<br /><br />Used to be only the wise men knew they had a choice in what happens to the body. But the secret's out now. And things don't ever have to be the same again.<br /><br />One thing..it's time to start thinking about whether you want to think about this or not.<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-77662356794029266142010-08-21T17:14:00.000-07:002010-08-21T21:06:19.989-07:00It Is Really Happening NowThe Change is hitting a new a peak this summer of 2010. I'm feeling it and maybe you are too. Not since September 2009 has there been such a tangible shift.<br /><br />December 2012 is not a time when flash! all of us will be changed in the twinkling of an eye.<br /><br />No, the change is happening now. December 2012 will be a line of demarcation between what has been and is over, and where you choose to be from then on.<br /><br />What's happening now is individuals are having an evolution that no other evolution can rival. Yes, many of us have ascended before in other timelines - but not like this. This particular method and the way it involves the human body is a first-timer.<br /><br />To continue the What's It Like? entry of July, how about this:<br /><br />It's no longer necessary to figure things out quite as much as before. You can put this statement to the test yourself if you want to. The next time you encounter a problem, try being still rather than tackling the problem.<br /><br />We used to have to figure things out because we didn't Know anything.<br /><br />Now that we're coming into some Knowingness, we don't have to do as much figuring, analyzing, crossing of fingers, or hoping. We can Know instead.<br /><br />Saves a lot of time and wear and tear. That's what a miracle does. And Knowingness is a miracle.<br /><br />For example, you've probably been in a tight spot once or twice. I was in one recently. I was stranded on a freeway in a remote area with no cell phone, no gps, no fellow passenger.<br /><br />In a case like that it's the mind's job to start figuring, and figure fast.<br /><br />So in comes reason, rationality, planning. Odds and percentages of getting out of the jam. In comes fear in the form of memories of old scary movies and hitch hikers and somebody knowing what I did last summer. In comes anger and self abuse about not having been prepared, like the Scouts say.<br /><br />That's the way it has been and the way I defaulted to.<br /><br />But the new way, the real way, is to be quiet and Know. By grace, Knowingness came over me slowly and fully and all by itself. This wouldn't have happened even a few years ago. Thank the accelerating Change.<br /><br />With Knowingness you become certain of what is going on. You're clear about what is actual and what is nonsense.<br /><br />Certainty and Knowingness are a comfort beyond price. When you are in them the figuring process evaporates, no longer needed. You Know. I Knew everything was just fine. Not was going to be fine but already was fine.<br /><br />Have you heard stories of fighters on the battlefields of war who begin to Know, really Know, they are in mortal danger and then on the heels of that they experience a strong feeling of peace and acceptance? Knowing does that.<br /><br />What we're afraid of is the things we don't Know. When we don't Know we use our imaginations to try to guess. What fuels this guessing game? Fear.<br /><br />Knowingness vanquishes the fear and the game.<br /><br />Here's another thing that's happening with this Ascension: there are times when people feel that they are better off without so many things. The fewer the possessions, the greater the sense of release. Of shackles coming off, of burdens being laid down.<br /><br />Here's another: there are times now when people say goodbye to friends and lovers knowing that they aren't losing a thing. They realize nothing - especially love - is ever lost.<br /><br />You can keep someone from you by clutching them so tightly they can't get away. Notice I said keep them from you.<br /><br />But once you open your hands and release them, they're right with you. They do not belong to you but they do float right with you in the same stream you're in. Now that you've released them into the stream they're no longer strangling in your hands and inaccessible to you, like they were before.<br /><br />You want them? Let them go. Even if the relationship is flourishing, let them go. Sure they can swim to a different stream. But there's only one ocean and everybody's in it together. So you haven't lost a thing.<br /><br />Here's another, and the sweetest of all: You really don't need to do a thing.<br /><br />You need do nothing; you just need to See something.<br /><br />Words can't really say what that something is, but you'll know it when you See it. And maybe you'll giggle like one of those carvings of a beloved laughing Buddha image, whose mirth of understanding spills over and over, whose tears of joy fall graciously on those of us who were once dying of thirst.<br /><br />Love to all,<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-13858521612050441382010-07-11T19:37:00.000-07:002011-01-30T12:38:55.313-08:00What's It Like?What's it like? people ask me. They want to know more about signs and indicators that energy is moving into a new realm, and that they are moving right along with it.<br /><br />So this message is only for those who feel they are in the ascension process.<br /><br />And it is only for those who not only feel they are in the process but feel also that the following examples are not out of the realm of possibility for people in the process.<br /><br />***********<br /><br />There's a lot that could be shared but I will keep this sample list short for now.<br /><br />1) You might clearly remember doing something. You have no doubt you did it. But there's no physical evidence you did. And conversly, there is evidence that you did do something but you have no recollection at all of having done it. <br /><br />For example you might know very well that you parked the car in the sunniest, warmest, part of the parking lot and you remember mentally grumbling about that as you walked into the store. Because the car will be like an oven inside by the time you return.<br /><br />Then when you come out of the store the car isn't where you parked it. But you parked it there, you know you did. So where is it? Since you don't have an answer to that question you start to assume your memory's faulty. You thought you remembered where you parked but since the car isn't there you must have a poor sense of recall. That's how we use logic sometimes...we use it to doubt ourselves.<br /><br />So you look and look and finally find the car parked under some shady trees many rows over. Pretty much where you'd wanted to park in the first place, but you'd gotten to the store so late all the good spots were already taken. And the car is nice and cool when you get in it and start it up and drive off.<br /><br />How did the car get there? You didn't put it there so what's the explanation? Must be that your memory is even worse than you thought. <br /><br />Not necessarily. <br /><br />What exactly did happen?<br /><br />There's more than one possible explanation. But the one that will be mentioned here is that you moved the car. That you did at first park it in the sun. But then you moved it to a shady parking space that was not available when you first arrived at the parking lot, but became available - somehow - some point after you arrived.<br /><br />How did you do it?<br /><br />Now we get to the crux of things for this summer of 2010.<br /><br />There's something that might help you especially well in these days in which we're so rapidly approaching our culmination.<br /><br />This is it: "How?" is no longer the question to ask first.<br /><br />When you find the impossible happening in your world, rather than ask How ask When.<br /><br />There are lots of ways to accomplish something here in our physical world. Lots of Hows. The fundamental thing is that you must have the time and space to do what you wish to accomplish. However you've managed to do something, you first achieved the more valuable goal of making the time and the space for it.<br /><br />There's a place of no time and no space where anything is possible. As spirit we are intimately familiar with this place. It feels like home to us. But in our everyday lives we completely block our knowledge of the place from our everyday minds. Or rather we used to.<br /><br />In the higher vibration environment we're now in, we are finding ourselves beginning to operate -- at a level that's at the very edges of being concious-- in that place of no space, no time.<br /><br />That means that even while we are right here in our everyday physical 3D form, we are getting more concious of non linear time. And more frequently, and just a little bit more conciously, we are going out of time to do work for our 3 dimensional world.<br /><br />That's one of the reasons all these amazing, incredible, events are happening. They've been happening for a long time but we didn't connect the dots between them and us.<br /><br />Now we are especially noticing the events because we are bit by bit waking up to the recognition that we are doing them. And for every millimeter of our advance into recognition, the more capable we become of making the events we want.<br /><br />2) You drop your keys. Luckily you hear them drop and pick them up, thinking I do not want to lose these keys! And you put them deep into your pocket where another set of keys is already. Now both sets are nice and safe in your pocket.<br /><br />Later when you pull out of your pocket the keys that had dropped - they are hooked securely around the key ring that holds the other set of keys.<br /><br />You know that all you did was put those keys into your pocket.<br /><br />You realize there is no way that the one strong metal keyring with one set of keys on it could possibly have engaged itself, locked itself around, the other strong metal keyring which had the other set of keys on it. Keys don't do that, you think.<br /><br />So what happened?<br /><br />There are a number of things that could have happened. There are many possibilities, including someone somewhere helping you out.<br /><br />The main thing is that your saying I do not want to lose these keys! most likely is what precipitated those keys getting locked around each other. Your strong statement made it happen, however it happened.<br /><br />Here again is where it's helpful not to ask How but to instead ask When. You can account for every second you spent after putting the keys into your pocket and in none of those seconds did you hook one key ring into the other.<br /><br />So When did this happen? When is the time that the keys became connected? If you can't find a second of time when you were locking those keyrings together then maybe they came together in no time.<br /><br />3) You hear somebody come in through the front door, go straight to the kitchen and open the fridge. It's 4 pm so you figure it's your 13 year old just home from school. You stay in your room doing whatever you're doing.<br /><br />At 4:30 you hear the front door open, somebody come in, close the door, and head straight to the kitchen and open the refrigerator.<br /><br />You go see what's going on. It's your 13 year old.<br /><br />Did you go out after you came home? you ask. The child doesn't know what you're talking about. He just now got home at 4:30.<br /><br />You distinctly heard him (or someone with his step) come home at 4 pm. So what happened?<br /><br />Probably you heard him come home before he came home. Sometimes events get ahead of themselves, particularly these days. The non linearity of time is being noticed more because it is becoming blatant to our 3D senses. And it's becoming blatant to our senses because we're becoming more concious.<br /><br />Time and space are behaving very fluidly. Along with this we are beginning to conciously operate in time and space in ways that we used to do unconciously.<br /><br />Facts are apparent now that weren't so apparent before. In a way they are new facts.<br /><br />How you react to new facts is up to you. What use you make of any kinds of facts, new or old, is up to you. You have your choice and your will. Happy choosing!<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-64538296616590117662010-07-03T17:58:00.000-07:002010-07-05T22:41:10.465-07:00Make A WishIf you notice something different in your environment, something that wasn't there before and you have no explanation for it, make a wish.<br /><br /><br /><br />If you notice a situation has really changed, and there's no apparent reason for it, make a wish.<br /><br /><br /><br />If you notice you feel very different from the way you did a moment ago, and you can't figure why, make a wish.<br /><br /><br /><br />It's possible that these changes are indicators you are in a different reality. That you've changed realities.<br /><br /><br /><br />This is a very powerful position to be in - a new arrival in a different reality. It's like the wind is at your back.<br /><br /><br /><br />When you've newly arrived in a different reality, the energy at your disposal is relatively un-bogged down. It's relatively free of negativities and ideas about "the past" which often encumber us in our usual reality.<br /><br /><br /><br />The key is to not shrug off little changes (or maybe huge changes) you see or feel here and there. Don't dismiss them. Nothing in your universe is there arbitrarily.<br /><br /><br /><br />For example, one day I came home and the living room looked different. It looked bigger. By now I know not to say to myself "Oh, nonsense." But I temporarily forgot what I know. So the first reaction was unthinking and automatic, and the old way:<br /><br /><br /><br />I thought, How can the living room be bigger now than it was this morning? It can't be!<br /><br /><br /><br />Oops. I felt the wrongness of that thought as soon as I thought it. So I corrected it with Well I don't know why the living room looks bigger and more spacious but obviously something has changed.<br /><br /><br /><br />"I don't know" provides an opening for reality to align itself to whatever you think or say next. "I don't know" does not bind energy, it unbinds it. Frees it up for whatever you have in mind.<br /><br /><br /><br />So when my next thought was I sure would like a pizza tonight but it's raining so hard nobody wants to go get it.. so maybe I'll call for delivery.. and then the doorbell rings while I'm thinking that and it's the pizza delivery man with an extra large one.....well that whole scene is pretty self explanatory.<br /><br /><br /><br />But then I mess up again! Because I think, as I open the door, This can't be. How can the pizza be here already when I haven't even.. And sure enough without me saying a word the pizza guy realizes he's got the wrong place and apologizes and goes on his way.<br /><br /><br /><br />If I'd had the presence of mind to say Oh great, that was fast. Thanks, I'll take it -- the outcome would have been different.<br /><br /><br /><br />Your world conforms to what you desire. However situations are sometimes more optimum for conforming than at other times. And being smack in the middle of a reality change - or newly arrived in a new reality - is one super charged time for conforming energy, or manifesting what you want.<br /><br /><br /><br />To take advantage of this opportunity, you'd have to be able to recognize when a shift is happening or has recently happened.<br /><br /><br /><br />The most common and basic clues to help you recognize a shift are mentioned at the beginning of this post.<br /><br /><br /><br />There are other clues too. For example, you might hear your own Self telling you straight out that there's been a change. Or you might change realities while you're dreaming and then remember doing so when you wake up. And on top of that get proof of the change from your 5 physical senses.<br /><br /><br /><br />When you've made a shift things can conform to your wishes very quickly. As usual the key is to notice. Don't shrug off, dismiss, or deny any clues. You could be in the center of a power point where you can conciously and easily shape your world.Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-88347782372419623742010-06-06T14:52:00.000-07:002010-06-06T18:27:18.067-07:00Your Heart Is Your Expense AccountWhat's happening with money?<br /><br />In the western countries, the supply of money is rapidly diminishing for most and greatly increasing for a few.<br /><br />Most money does not evaporate into the air. If the money in your bank account or your paycheck is less than what it was a year ago, that's not because the money vibrated to a different dimension. The money is located right here and now. It's just in someone else's possession.<br /><br />So as much as we'd like to keep our money and all the things it's bought us, our money is going away.<br /><br />Why? What's happening?<br /><br />Basically, we're pulling away from money. No one is stealing it from us. It's going away because we are withdrawing our energy from it.<br /><br />If we were supporting our money with our belief in it and our nurturing of it, it would stay with us. If we used it more and had more of it to use, it would stay with us. Not only that, it would multiply for us by attracting a lot of other money to it.<br /><br />But we're not doing those things.<br /><br />Instead we're withdrawing our energy from money because we've started seeing it for what it is, not for what we made it into. What it is is paper and metal discs.<br /><br />These simple items used to have lots of value and power because we used to agree that we'd see them that way. We put our energy into money. We collectively propped money up with our ideas of power, productivity, usefulness, and most of all value. We built civilizations around it.<br /><br />Those civilizations are in the process of crumbling, as you know. Doesn't it fit very well that the presence of money would now be contracting rather than expanding? Our ideas about money changed, then our economic systems began to crack. It didn't happen the other way around.<br /><br />That means there's nothing wrong with you or anyone else if your money supply is dwindling. You're right in the swing of things.<br /><br />You may protest "But I want money! I need money!" But you have experienced many times that anything you truly desire you get, and quicker and quicker. So where's the money you claim you want?<br /><br />More importantly, why are you still grasping tightly to the idea of money as useful? "Because my bank wants it, my landlord wants it, the utilities want it, the supermarket wants it, my kid's school wants it, my wife wants it, the gas station wants it, my credit cards want it, my husband wants it, my retirement plan wants it, my insurance plan wants it.." Nowhere in there did I hear you say You wanted it.<br /><br />Maybe in the higher reaches of your mind you know you have something else. Maybe this knowingness has trickled down into your conciousness.<br /><br />Maybe you're beginning to realize no one has taken your money away. You have released it. And maybe you're starting to understand that you're in a new day.<br /><br />In this day, your heart is your expense account.<br /><br />Open your heart. Somebody has given you a letter of credit with no limit. Your expenses are covered. You've got backing all the way down the road and then some.<br /><br />Allow this Love, because that's what your heart opens for, to flow into you and through you.<br /><br />Feel gratitude.<br /><br />Watch every single good thing begin to stream in to you. Pay attention.<br /><br />We have no needs, we never have. But even at this stage of the game it's still a little fun to pretend we do, and pretend we have to pay prices.<br /><br />Let this new way of feeling come into your experience. Don't abandon your old way just yet. Let the new way be gradual so things don't start feeling scarier than they already do and then start producing scary-based effects.<br /><br />An economic system is crumbling. You are not. You existed long before the money you made, and you will continue to exist during money's peak and final deflation.<br /><br />You are loved. By grace you have been safe in Love since you came into being.<br /><br />Open up and let Love come through your heart. <em>Take this literally.</em> Let Love in. It has the power to transform everything, including the feeling of needing to rely on money.Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-64124847675833973292010-01-29T18:14:00.000-08:002010-01-29T22:37:26.153-08:00How Can I Know Where I Am In The Process?The number one answer to that question is, "Ask Your Self". Your Higher Self will tell you exactly where you are. It will tell you the actual fact in a way you'll understand. It's like that. You might get an answer immediately or you might get an answer<br />within a few hours or in a day. It won't take a long while.<br /><br />"What if I don't have a speaking relationship with my Self?"<br /><br />Establish one.<br /><br />"How?"<br /><br />Sit down in a quiet place. Take a few slow, deep, breaths. Mentally say to your Self, "Hello." (Just to let your Self know you acknowlege its existence at last). Then say "Self, I am here. I want to establish communication with you. Right now I want to ask you Where Am I In The Ascension Process? I'm listening for your answer and no one else's."<br /><br />"What if I don't get an answer?"<br /><br />That would mean you're not listening. You may be wishing, hoping, guessing, wanting, or worst of all -- trying. Stop all that and listen.<br /><br />"How?"<br /><br />There is no "how". Just relax and know that you are already open to hearing your Higher Self's voice. Relax in the knowledge that you are already capable of hearing quite clearly.<br /><br />A second way to get an answer to How Can I Know Where I Am In The Ascension Process? is to observe your experience. Focus in on a particular time period. Maybe the last 30 days or maybe the last 1 year. Compare it to the 30 days before or the 1 year before. How are you doing?<br /><br />Don't forget that not everything has to look wonderful at first glance to actually be of value. What is helpful is to look at the line, the overall trend up to now. How does that look? How do things feel? That's how you can know.<br /><br />"What do I do after I find out?"<br /><br />What do you want to do?<br /><br />"Ramp up my progress."<br /><br />There's really no need for you to do that but if you want to do that it's as good an activity as any other. There are lots of ways to ramp things up. Here's three:<br /><br />a) dialog more often with your Higher Self<br /><br />b) set aside 3 minutes a day for either meditation<br />or<br />objective (no judgement) observation of your own behavior<br /><br />c) get physical exercise<br /><br /><br />"I just want to get off this train."<br /><br />You can do that in lots of ways. Here's three:<br /><br />a) see yourself getting safely off a train that has come to a full stop<br /><br />b) tell your Higher Self that you choose not to be a part of<br />this higher vibration; that you want to continue on<br />in 3 dimensional experience<br /><br />c) see yourself living life as you've mostly known it,<br />and to the best of your ability and with integrity<br /><br />"I don't know, I don't know. Regarding this whole thing, maybe I just better wait."<br /><br />Ok.<br /><br />"Wait? Hey that's him. I'm not waiting. I'm going to act now."<br /><br />Ok.<br /><br />"But everything is not quite right yet! You should wait until things are more lined up. Wait til you have a better chance.."<br /><br />That's an argument that's been made a lot. And it had a point once. It's just that what is happening now has nothing to do with chance. There is nothing to wait for anymore. You are at your crossroads. You are at the station. At this point one either gets on the train or off it. Waiting is inappropriate because the train has arrived - it is right here, right now.<br /><br />Some of us are waiting not to get on or off but to make a choice about that. It's ok, all of it's ok. The blessings that are pouring down on us will dance right by our side until we feel we're ready to choose. The blessings are ours to keep, wherever we are, whatever we decide.<br /><br />But don't expect time to wait. Time is the train and it's on its own schedule. It's here for us now but it won't be here indefinitely. It wasn't designed to be. Whatever you're going to choose, whatever you're going to do, this is the moment.<br /><br />Love to all...<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-74420844953321673262010-01-22T21:09:00.000-08:002010-01-24T00:19:36.960-08:00Using Your Dreams To Become Your SelfIn this ascension process you might have come to realize and accept that you are a multi-dimensional being. You are living many "lives" simultaneously, right this minute.<br /><br />This fact may have come to you like a packet of light bursting open above your head.<br /><br />It might have come as an experience of your heart opening in a big way.<br /><br />It might have come in your mind's vision. You might have actually seen yourself living, acting, feeling, being, in an environment other than this one. In a setting of "the past", "the present", or "the future". You might have looked like you do now, or you might have looked slightly different or you might have looked way different. But you know it's you.<br /><br />Or, the fact might have come to you because of a dream.<br /><br />As stunning as it can be to realize that you are a multidimensional being, there's an even bigger discovey ahead. As if heightened mobility like multidimensionality weren't gift enough, you get more: the opportunity to become healed and whole. And to experience the new level of living that goes with that.<br /><br />Here's an example. When you wake up from a dream and clearly remember it, you see yourself in the dream interacting with others and doing whatever you're doing.<br /><br />But while you are dreaming, do you clearly remember that you are actually asleep in your place right here on earth in this time period?<br /><br />It's beneficial to remember that, and quite possible.<br /><br />Because something happens when your other you 's - in dreams or otherwise - start becoming aware of<em> the you right here.</em><br /><br />When your other you's start to remember that they are you, you all begin to unify. And when you start coming together, pulling your selves together, you gain energetically. You begin to be one whole being instead of multiple splinters. You all become more of your Higher Self. You regain your natural abilities that have gone unused for so long. Abilities that once seemed possible only in legends and tales.<br /><br />As the process of integration continues you start to take more charge of your experiences. Happily, you've already started taking charge of your experiences to an increasing degree. The synchronicities and miracles showing up in your life are evidence of that.<br /><br />But now you have another tool - dreams - to give you yet another boost. You can use your dream time in every 24 hour cycle to enhance your becoming. Then things will move even faster. Which is helpful if you plan to stay in this accelerated time as long as possible.<br /><br />Once you're in charge of your experiences more than you're the effect of them, everything changes. Once you are the concious creator of what goes on in your world, you're over the hurdle. You've pretty much won the game.<br /><br />Before you go to sleep say, "While I'm dreaming, I'm going to remember who I am." Eventually during dreams you will have concious awareness that you are here on earth, dreaming of yourself in one of your other life experiences. That you in the other life experience is a gold mine of energy that you can integrate into yourself, and the other you can integrate you into him/herself. It's all you.<br /><br />Now is the time to conciously remember all of who you are and not forget it again. You're going to use this information more and more. We have loads of help with this and any other effort to move ourselves up. Ask for help from whomever you trust. You have loving friends all around who are waiting for a word from you, just waiting for you to ask.<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-73333460028066499092010-01-11T20:41:00.000-08:002010-01-11T22:18:40.383-08:00Where Are We Now?If you're readier now than you were in 2008 - 2009 you might be feeling a bit of the blahs. Sometimes it seems like absolutely nothing is happening. Kind of like a 13 year old whose hormones are raging but whose life keeps plodding boringly along. Please know that it only seems that way. Plenty is happening. <br />
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This is 2010 and by most accounts by the end of 2012 those of us who want it will definitely be out of the blahs - to say the least. We'll be in a surge of energy like we've never known. It's hard to imagine something we've never known so enough said. But the new way is supposed to be very fulfilling. If some of the indicators we've already experienced are any clue, the future is bright indeed. <br />
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A suggestion for making it through the doldrums is to play. Try manifesting something; that can be a lot of fun when done with a light touch. Don't really care if it happens or not. And make it something small. How about a piece of shiny red cloth, or maybe a baseball. Something you don't ordinarily see around you all the time.<br />
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Take a brisk walk. Play a Wii game. Do some stretching or get on the treadmill. <br />
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Try meditating. By that I mean go to a quiet place and be still and take a few deep breaths and watch your thoughts float by. Meditation is arguably the number one mood lifter. (Some swear it's physical exercise that's number one. Ok.)<br />
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Try smiling and being cheerful. No matter how you really feel. Try laughing. Watch a movie or tv show. Or read a newspaper. The point is to have a good laugh and release some negativity.<br />
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Have a talk with your Self. It can be very rewarding. If you know your Self has come, tell it what you need. <br />
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All these can change your mood. You don't have to be in a good mood first. Try some of these and then the good mood comes in warmly afterwards.<br />
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Much love..<br />
+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-74950223430073339002009-12-23T17:17:00.000-08:002009-12-24T22:36:31.392-08:00Why Be Born Two Times In The Same Body?We've heard the reasons. But I really like to know first hand. While by grace I am getting to know a very little bit first hand, the rest I tend to guess about or not think about at all.<br /><br />I'm guessing that because we're moving into a new experience a redesign is necessary. So that a person can be in the experience.<br /><br />A pure-energy 24 cylinder engine, (an inadequate analogy but thank you if you go with it for now), probably wouldn't fit into the vehicle we have. We're gonna need a bigger boat. Bigger in power and efficiency. So it makes sense that the new vehicle/boat would be energetic rather than dense if it's going to hold a super engine which is also energetic rather than dense.<br /><br />The new boat and engine are designed to fit the new environment they're made for.<br /><br />Why are we being presented with the option of a new environment? No clue. I have not found an answer to that question.<br /><br />But, we're getting little peeks of the new environment more and more every day. It seems much faster and more responsive than the environment we were first born into. I don't know what other traits the new environment has. Others who are there long enough to get a good look send back messages like Oh...it's not too bad...<br /><br />Ideally, I aim to chronicle more than speculate. So I'm willing to watch and see. I am very much enjoying that process; I hope you are too.<br /><br />Love to all,<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-86773852652914709742009-12-18T20:47:00.000-08:002009-12-21T16:51:26.323-08:00A New PushThe Change seems to have taken on a new intensity and a new speeding up. As fast as time seems to be going, as many things that have happened and are happening, somehow there is an even more forceful impetus propelling things right now.<br /><br />We are getting "riper" exponentially. The more ready we get the more ready we get. We are heading towards something at an ever faster rate. Some of us have already reached a crisis and have "tipped". There has been an irrevocable turning point. We know it with every bit of our being. Something has really changed. Something is really new. These are the people who are feeling the new ascension indicators.<br /><br />Others are feeling as if they are in a headlong rush to somewhere but they don't yet know to where. (Actually the somewhere is to their tipping point - as they will find out when their time is right.)<br /><br />Depending on the person, this rush is being objectively observed or fully felt. If feeling is predominating, it could be a feeling of fear, of joy, or a swinging back and forth between the two. This feelingness probably is set to continue until some sort of stability is reached, and then there's a rest, and then the next series of movements begins.<br /><br />Moving to a higher vibration is a process. Even though we may experience a sudden and permanent change, that is not the end. There's more to come.<br /><br />This isn't a tv show where things get wrapped up nice and tidy; this isn't a fairy tale. This is a rise in vibratory rate and it is going by its own fluid, living, plan. It's not a blueprint anymore, it's a cascade.<br /><br />Wherever we are in the stages we can expect our experience of the Change to keep spiraling and spiraling. There may be pauses, there may be rest periods. But the event itself will continue until it is complete.<br /><br />Ascension is coming in phases, like pregnancy does. Pregnancy may occur in an instant, but that's only the beginning. With pregnancy a process is put in place that eventually culminates in a birth. The moment of inception started the pregnancy and will fulfill it with the delivery of the new creation.<br /><br />That's the way it is for people who are in the rising vibration. It's as if we are getting born after we're already born. Who would have dreamed it?Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-1781349533824576112009-12-08T19:07:00.000-08:002010-04-15T23:54:30.273-07:00More And Newer Ascension IndicatorsThere are more and newer Ascension indicators. What is Ascension doing? Can we classify its phases? Can we assimilate its phases?<br /><br />From what is being reported and from what I know myself, it seems that some people may be experiencing one central event in different ways. Or there may be a set of different events that some people are experiencing. Or both scenarios could be occurring.<br /><br />People are now speaking of:<br /><br />A sense of something having changed within them<br /><br />A feeling of not knowing exactly what has happened<br /><br />A feeling of familiarity and knowing exactly what has happened<br /><br />A feeling of energy moving within their body<br /><br />A new experience of sound distortion, especially from radio and television<br /><br />An increasing experience of freeze framing, frame dragging, or a sense of the<br />world just stopping then starting up again - sometimes at high speed<br /><br />A feeling of expansion; a sense of there being no limits<br /><br />A feeling of elation<br /><br />A sense of surprise at the utter suddenness of the change<br /><br />An increased awareness of, and interest in, the concept of "Soul"<br /><br />A feeling that they are more themselves than they used to be<br /><br />A feeling of release<br /><br />A feeling of fear and doubt<br /><br />A feeling that they are not who they used to be<br /><br />A feeling of change in their tastes, preferences, interests, values, or style<br /><br />A feeling of impatience or aggravation regarding<br />previously acceptable conditions<br /><br />A feeling of acceptance or lack of concern regarding<br />previously unacceptable conditions<br /><br />A feeling of energy moving into their body<br /><br />A feeling of energy engaging itself to them from within<br /><br /><br />Love to all,<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-49814095316830455852009-11-14T22:55:00.001-08:002009-11-14T23:06:49.529-08:00DifficultyAt some point it will become apparent that there is no order of difficulty in Reality. We made up order of difficulty. It's the same invention as size only we gave it a different label. To quote one popular saying, It's as easy to create 1 dollar as it is to create 1 million dollars.<br /><br />Or, it's as easy to stop a war as it is to shut a door.<br /><br />No size and no order of difficulty. When it's time and you want to, you can See this. The light is here to boost your vision and it will do so if you allow it.<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-91634714368168429152009-11-08T17:46:00.000-08:002009-11-14T23:01:39.875-08:00SizeAscension entails many changes. One of them is that we are taking in more light. When you take in more light you start to see better. The light that's coming into people now is light of a special nature so our seeing is getting pretty good.<br /><br />We're beginning to see things as they are, not as we've imagined them to be. We see that size and proportion were created by us. They don't exist in Reality.<br /><br />It's important to recognize this. It moves us away from weak separatist thinking and more towards empowered connectedness thinking. The kind that goes with the undeniable oneness we can sometimes feel in moments of joy.<br /><br />In those moments it's possible to see that we are our surroundings. We can realize we make sizes and proportions and degrees and pretty much everything else because they make a good setting for our purposes here.<br /><br />Once we see that our surroundings are our own creations, we move a step closer to realizing we're in control of our experiences and they're not in control of us. The meaning (usually fear and helplessness) we attach to size and proportion begins to fade away. Things get leveled out.<br /><br />Our power increases in the process. Every bit of false belief we see through and let go of gives us ten bits of personal power to reclaim as our own.<br /><br /><br />___________________________________________________<br />Now. Not being quite as foolhardy or ignorant as I've been in the past, something is apparent to me these days that wasn't apparent before. And that is that there's no statement that is applicable to all people everywhere all the time.<br /><br />That is to say it may not be true for you that you are creating your surroundings and are in control of them.<br /><br />There are all kinds of factors that can enter into your not being the creator of your experiences. And there are factors that can obscure your awareness that you can be the creator of your experiences.<br /><br />However, if you are reading this page the likelihood is very high that you are now - or you are on your way to becoming - the head engineer of all your experiences; the chief designer of all you survey.<br /><br />What this blog addresses is that this is the optimum time to become just that, a Self Realized person. What a marvel.<br />________________________________________________<br /><br /><br />When you look up at the sky, do you see an expanse of blue, or clouds in various hues from white to pink to lavender? Maybe the sky you see is a vast black background stretching for miles right over your head. A background studded with tiny sparkling lights and a glowing moon.<br /><br />Maybe you're traveling across the desert and all the blackness and silence feels huge and mysterious, and you feel small and vulnerable.<br /><br />It's easy to feel at risk in largeness. Sometime after we are born - not right away but some weeks after - we start to develop a sense that just about everything is bigger than us, and is therefore a threat. As we grow we internalize the idea that the damage we can do to the world is miniscule compared to the damage the world can do to us.<br /><br />But now something's happening. With our increasingly sharper vision something's changing: mentally and physically we're beginning to see things differently.<br /><br />This place where you are, this earth and all the things on it, is just a place. One place in trillions. There's nothing particularly safe about it; there's nothing particularly dangerous about it. It just is. You picked out this particular place for whatever reasons you may have. You could just as easily have picked someplace else.<br /><br />Since You chose this place, and it didn't choose you, You are in control here.<br /><br />That might take some thinking about. So go ahead...think. You can come back here anytime.<br /><br />****************************************************************<br /><br />You are observing. What you're observing is simply the thoughts you're projecting. You see only what projects from inside of you to "outside" of you. In this place, You create the scenery. You can make it big and threatening or small and controllable.<br /><br />You might object, I didn't create this "scenery" as you call it! I never would! Good argument. However, this is a shared reality. It doesn't even exist on its own. If you are experiencing this reality it's because you are creating it, along with many other artists. We're all creating this at the same "time".<br /><br />We have lots of agreements about how and what we'll create and how things will work. You wanted such an environment and being quite capable, you have it. If you stop creating this place for one millisecond you're out of here.<br /><br />You are the Writer, the Director, the Actor, and the Observer. You can focus on all roles simultaneously or have fun switching from one to another. Bottom line is You're doing it.<br /><br />If ever you feel willing to accept the fact that You're doing it, then it's a very short jump to the next step. Which is the straightening out of difficulties.<br /><br />Love to all...<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-59032710382163314492009-10-04T20:25:00.001-07:002009-10-16T21:13:07.651-07:00YouWherever you go, whatever you do, You are becoming more and more You. This is a bonus of the amazing change this density is experiencing. People haven't been able to be wholly themselves and only themselves for tens of thousands of years. But now we're in the time.<br /><br />Being one's Self is a gift beyond measure. In your Self lies a powerhouse of potential and it's all yours. Every one has this creative potential and there's more than enough stuff in the universe to satisfy every person's dreams. Again, becoming Yourself is an immeasurable gift and now is when the gift is making itself felt.<br /><br />We are walking around in the time of all times. The time when uplift and spontaneous evolution are available to all, not just to the privileged elite who knew it was possible. This is the period that's been alluded to and predicted for many, many thousands of years. Congratulations, you're here, you're in it, and you're finally becoming You. If you don't want this evolution, you can step away from it. But hurry.<br /><br />The person you're becoming now is a new creation. It's a blend of your Higher Self and your everyday self. This blending has happened before but not in our wave. With this new creation, the part of you that knows how you want to live is taking over. In general, you are getting into alignment with your Self. And your Self is magnificent.<br /><br />How can you tell? Well for one thing, worry is slipping away from you. You might become aware of the fact that you worry less than you used to. You're letting go of worry and it is also being pulled from you. There will be no bad repercussions from your cessation of worrying. Your life will manage without it.<br /><br />Think about this. A whole hour with no worries. Even a whole day. Unfathomable, until it begins to happen to you and you notice it. A worry free existence - even in little pieces at a time to begin with - is almost too much to imagine. But the "almost" shows that as a species, we've already taken a huge step forward from what used to be a wholly and categorically worry-filled existence.<br /><br />Your higher self is fluffing off extraneous information that no longer serves you. It's stripping your life down to the essentials. And those essentials are simple, brilliant, powerful, and awe inspiring. Worry is one of the first things being jettisoned. It was dead weight and in the way. It was so prevalent and useless that it had to be disposed of in the first round.<br /><br />In the current stripping down phase you'll see a lot of energy that is not in synchroniziation with you. You'll see it leaving you. Things, situations, people, and all the worries attendant with each of these are moving out.<br /><br />You may fear loss once you see so much exiting your life. But eventually fear will go too. So there's nothing to worry about even there.<br /><br />Being tenacious, fear will resist and resist till it realizes it's been cut loose. Then it will throw worry at us, but the worry won't stick, won't have any purchase. There will be nothing for worry to attach to.<br /><br />Do you see how it works? First worry goes, and then "problems" go. Not vice versa.<br /><br />You can stop micro managing your affairs, if that's not your interest. There is less and less for you to micro manage. Situations are smoothing out. People in your life are aligning to your model. If they aren't, they're leaving you. You won't worry much, and you might find that odd. In fact in some cases, you'll barely care. You might think Now why did I ever think I needed that person or that situation? The thing is, you are not who you were then, so it all fits.<br /><br />No one is taking over except You. And it's high time.<br /><br />It's a process. Can you see yourself 10 years ago? What were your major concerns then? How did you deal with them? How did you feel throughout?<br /><br />Can you compare yourself today to that person you were 10 years ago? Even if you were a child then. How have you changed? Do you feel more tension or less? Do you feel more sure or more uncertain? Do you feel your life is moving faster than then, the same as then, or slower than then?<br /><br />Whatever your answers, you're changing and not just in an Oh that's to be expected kind of way. Your master builder has at last arrived and it is managing your entire project.<br /><br />You can exhale. Sit back and watch. Do all you feel you need to do, but allow yourself some observation room. You will see a show more fascinating than any Hollywood movie. If you can maintain the objectivity, you will have a very, very, valuable experience by just Looking at what is happening in your life at this dynamic time.<br /><br />Love to all,<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-16918247066795061772009-10-04T16:21:00.000-07:002009-11-04T21:29:54.478-08:00A Word About MondaysHow do you feel about Mondays? Do you dread them? Do you hate them? Do you feel anger and resentment when you think of yet another beginning of yet another week of doing what you absolutely do not want to do? (If this isn't you, read no further).<br /><br />Do you expend a considerable amount of your energy on Sunday creating a thick, murky pool of "I hate Monday" sentiment?<br /><br />You know it's our thoughts about Monday that are so unpleasant, not so much Monday itself. The universe doesn't distinguish Monday from any other day. The universe isn't even cognizant of days as we know them. We make Mondays and Monday mornings - they don't exist in Reality.<br /><br />So what do we get out of hating Monday? Well, we get to wallow. That can feel comforting. Wallowing in a sty of dread can feel comforting. Especially if you have people to commiserate with on this. It's especially gratifying to immerse oneself in these kinds of thoughts when our neighbors are doing the exact same thing, behind their walls. We're all on one page together, successfully creating a huge black cloud around our buildings, our streets, our cities. It's a community of sorts.<br /><br />But what if some part of us is fed up with spending energy hating Monday. What if some part of us says well, 20 years of dreading Mondays, that's just about my fill. I'm not noticing that my hatred of Mondays has made them go away. I'm not noticing it has made things better. I'm not seeing that it's done anything except give me a sense of being cocooned from Monday. However, I like that sense. I'd rather have that feeling than...what?<br /><br />Maybe we don't know what because we haven't yet allowed ourselves to experience an actual Monday!<br /><br />Why not? Some of these pop up: Will something bad happen to us if we stop beating ourselves up about Monday? Would we be admitting defeat? Will we lose our identity? Our self determination? Will we be all alone? Will we lose our integrity and become mindless pawns of the corporations or the state? Is our grumbling and grousing working to our benefit - working to save us from an empty life? An empty death?<br /><br />Sure it's a game. It's just easy to forget that. Part of our mind thinks up a threat, offers a horrid solution to the threat, then comfortingly assures us we've made the right choice in adopting the solution.<br /><br />It has its cumulative effects, this generating and absorbing of a dark cloud of negativity every Sunday. One of the effects is the more it's done, the more it seems that it really is providing a valuable service - our protection.<br /><br />Not so. There is nothing about Monday that you need protection from; the very idea is nonsense. Monday isn't anything. It's a relief to finally see that fact. If you didn't already know this you can pretty easily find out for yourself tomorrow or any Monday you choose. (And right! This isn't only about Mondays...)<br /><br />Love to all,<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-63085624585446725382009-09-05T18:07:00.000-07:002009-11-14T21:04:23.512-08:00What If?What if you woke up tomorrow morning and looked online and there was $1,000,000 in your bank account. What would be your first reaction? Then what would be your reaction after that?<br /><br />When the bank assures you that there is no mistake, that the transaction and the paperwork are legitimate and the money is indeed yours, how would you feel? And how would you feel after that?<br /><br />The feelings you might have are something like the feelings you could have when you K<em><strong>now</strong></em> that things are different now. When you Know that amazing light is pouring in here and you can bask in it and experience its astounding effects if you want to.<br /><br />What if you woke up tomorrow morning and realized for sure that with all the problems around..with all the doubt, pressure, expectation, limitation, untruth, anger, resentment, aggression, self-pity and fear..that with all that, you are not bound by any of it. Defies credulity! But there it is, and how would you feel about it?<br /><br />How would it be to feel like that more often, and then more often.<br /><br />If while reading this you have felt something good, you get it. Some part of you understands exactly what is being referred to, though words can't quite describe it.<br /><br />Extend what you have felt. Extend it and nurture it. At the same time imagine your good. Dare to dream your most good dream. Your feeling and imagining can move you along your path. Get familiar with feeling good. Pay attention to yourself and what happens around you when you're feeling good.<br /><br />This exercise works well after you stop, look, and listen, and it works well when you are in the middle of a busy activity.<br /><br />But it might take practice before you can feel good while you're in the middle of a busy activity. Such as meeting a deadline or attending to an emergency, or receiving notice that you have just lost everything.<br /><br />So what to do? Take baby steps. At first do this exercise when you have some still, quiet, time. In a while - maybe a week or a month or a year - you might begin to feel at ease with your own good. You might have decided to give yourself permission to have goodness. It's at that point that you can gently, a very little bit at a time, begin to allow yourself to feel good even if you're in the middle of a maelstrom.<br /><br />Love to all,<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-22667133386102232012009-08-30T16:43:00.000-07:002009-09-12T14:15:55.817-07:00Stray ThoughtPeople are starting to notice the phenomenon of the stray thought.<br /><br />The stray thought seems to just whimsically enter your head. It's like a little piece of paper floating by. No particular weight on it, no big emotional charge to it. Just a ho-hum, "whatever" kind of thought.<br /><br />And suddenly it amazes you by powerfully attracting thoughts like itself. You'll see them. And then ultimately it manifests, powered by your desire, its real world counterpart, right in front of you. And you might think, my goodness! What has happened here?<br /><br />Often the stray thought is a question of some kind. "I wonder what ever happened to ..." someone you went to school with maybe, or someone you met at a social event. And you get a call from someone who knows someone who saw that someone you were wondering about. Or you think, "I wonder what they're doing with my job application #47. It's been so long. Oh well." (Yes, the job market appears to be a mess, but we don't go by appearances like we used to). And in the morning there's an email saying they've reviewed your application and would like you to call to arrange an interview.<br /><br />Or like what happened to me the other day. "I wonder where that present is, the one B gave me when he came back from Dubai in 1999. " And then suddenly the tv's talking about Dubai; the entertainment section of an old 2008 newspaper is on the table (all by itself!) at the cafe we're visiting and it's featured article is about a Di Caprio movie set partly in Dubai; a friend sends me an email about some super tall building in Dubai from whose top floor some people swear they can feel the earth rotate or some such nonsense.<br /><br />The stray thought. Light and easy, but within a short time it brings the thinker a solid representation of itself. It manifests smoothly and quickly.<br /><br />Why is that?<br /><br />We've seen many of our other thoughts stubbornly refuse to materialize at all. "I've got to get that promotion. Just got to. Give me that promotion!" Or "I wish I could win the lottery, if only I could win the lottery, let me win the lottery, let this be my lottery.. " Or "Please, please let it be all right. Just let it be all right!"<br /><br />Why is it so hard to get those wishes to come true?<br /><br />Probably too much weight on them. Desperation is weight. Fear is weight. If you can manage to --- stop, look, and listen. (Yes, there it is again.) Breathe. Give yourself a break. Ease up. Go do something fun. Listen to some music. Get some exercise.<br /><br />Your desire, your thought, will still be with you. Now it has a chance to soar free. You've taken the weight off. You've released your grip on fear and other negativity. They were swirling around your wish! You've allowed your wish to shed them.<br /><br />You've made your wish happy go lucky, like a stray thought. You have let go. You can let go again if you want. You can let go 10 times or more, nothing bad will happen. Every time you let go you free up energy and create some space. Let go. Do it till you feel it's done. You'll know when it's time to let go of letting go.<br /><br />And when you feel it, that ineffable something, you'll know the manifestation of your desire is complete. All you need do now is pay attention so you don't miss it.<br /><br />Love to all...<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-20520692316313736832009-08-18T23:07:00.000-07:002009-08-19T17:33:15.752-07:00Show MeDo you still believe life is what it is and it does what it does with no regard for you? No connection to you? Do you still believe that you have to plan and work and make things happen by force of will? Do you think pretty words on blogs are all well and good but they don't really mean what they say?<br /><br />Try this:<br /><br />The next time you have a pleasant experience, trace it back. Trace it back to where it originated and how it got to you. Once you slow down the manifestation process this way, you will be able to see for yourself that the experience did not happen by accident. Nor by chance, by luck, or by the whim of someone throwing a few crumbs your way. Trace it back and you'll see what generated it.<br /><br />Example<br /><br />In July I was at a home improvement store with a friend who had to pick up a simple latch to install on a gate. When we got to the checkout counter there was a box of shiny gadgets, all the same type, (I don't remember what they are called) looking up expectantly at him. "Oh look at this," he said. "Just what I needed for that project last week. But I couldn't find even one anywhere." And now here was a bunch of them, and on sale too, and right at his fingertips. He bought a handful even though the project of last week had already been completed by someone else. He said now he'd be ready for the next time he might need these items. I teased him about his desires/manifestations being sluggish. He smiled and shrugged. And then,<br /><br />Example<br /><br />Sitting next to this laptop is a new remote control that has a Guide key on it. So that you can get information about the program that is on the tv screen. I wanted such a remote 14 months ago when I switched from satellite, which had Guide, to cable. But it was not possible to get the Guide feature with any remote that would work with this cable system. So I didn't pursue the matter. But yesterday something made me see this remote, really see it, for the first time. And that led to stop, look, and listen, and that led to tracing back. I wanted to know how a remote I'd wanted 14 months ago and could not get, was now sitting right here in front of me. I had assumed the way that happened was the following:<br /><br />Suddenly one day two weeks ago several cable channels were no longer accessible. They were just snow. After calls to the cable company we learned that dta boxes were now required for a new digital format the cable company had decided to switch to. (Who knew the cable company was switching? I admit I don't follow very much the activities of the cable provider, though I've heard they can be titillating at times). If we wanted the missing channels back we'd need to come in and purchase some boxes. We did. New remotes were thrown in with the purchase and one of them has a Guide button. What a happy coincidence - I've wanted a remote with a guide and by happenstance here it is at last.<br /><br />No. That isn't it. I think you can see that tracing this event back shows a different story. The desire for the remote popped in 14 months ago and the remote appeared last week. Why did it take so long? Because it wasn't a high priority on my desire list. Same for my friend and his offhand wanting of those hardware items. For him they hadn't been a high priority so they showed up a week after he mentally asked for them. How would things have unfolded if the remote and the other gadgets had been fervently wanted?<br /><br />Find an event in your own experience and take a look at it. Do not take it's existence for granted! Do not presume you understand all about it. Stop, look, listen. Trace it back. See what you find. Start with events that make you smile. They will give you a good picture of how things work for you. You need not go into events that bring heavy feelings. And of course you will explore any events you choose. I am only suggesting that you get some "happy" under your belt before you start to trace back the disasters. <br /><br />Love to all,<br /><br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-22527608256798789112009-08-11T20:40:00.000-07:002009-09-27T16:21:31.064-07:00Parent Your GenieYou can tell by now that I only post when I have something to say. When I'm not posting I'm feeling, observing, and trying to process. There are times when the processing department gets distracted by some apparent happening in 3D. To which event I give inappropriate weight for a while. And then I get back to the reality I'm increasingly paying attention to, which is not 3D. It contains 3D but is expanding past it.<br /><br />The more you get quiet and breathe, the more you stop, look, and listen -- then the more your awareness and creativity and manifestations grow. Until they get to a point when they grow off of each other and make a beautiful landscape of your desires, sensitive to your every feeling, changing as you change. It's "always" been that way, it's just that we haven't seen it that way for thousands of years. Now are are again getting able to see it. The infusion of light right now is helping us see.<br /><br />Do you realize what it could mean to you if your most offhand efforts produced results beyond your expectations? If your most casual thoughts manifested? It could be an experience of wonders and marvels. It could also be an experience of unexpected bumps that can hurt. (Be careful, careful, what you wish for or fantasize about!) Think for a minute what it could mean to you if your wishes came true before you had the good sense to think them through.<br /><br />You certainly have enough examples from the past to refer to regarding thoughtless creations. By now you've learned you get what you ask for. And sometimes you make a mistake in your asking but you don't notice at first. And the manifestation comes out flawed. Because your genie is now awake, and has the enthusiasm of a teenager with a first crush, and will deliver anything you ask for.<br /><br />That being the case it is of great importance that you to learn how to parent your genie. (Your genie is your thought and the emotion you put behind it.) Not control her, but parent her. Control involves resistance and domination. Those two have their places, but not where you're going. You parent your genie so she learns how to create what you intended, not what you actually said. You parent her to be able to read your innermost intention.<br /><br />What if you want that beautiful mansion you've daydreamed about so often? And genie being who she is, you get it. And then you find out the cost of the mansion's upkeep is the same amount as your yearly salary.<br /><br />Well what you do now is realize you could have been a better parent. You could have added "and I can easily afford all that goes with it" to your wish of "I'm now living in that beautiful mansion." That is loving guidance for your genie.<br /><br />Or, you could have simply decreed "I am happily living in that mansion and I have no worries at all in connection with living there." That decree would have saved you and genie the work of repairing the manifestation of a desire not thought through. (Well it's not work to genie but it might seem like work to you.)<br /><br />The cherry on top is that with practice, after a while you won't have to be bothered with these kinds of details. Your genie will become expert on her own at creating your desires. You will have parented her well. She will run on her own, increasingly more powerfully, more skillfully, and more lovingly as you keep giving her your desires. She will become Smart. You will become relaxed. (But do not fall asleep, stay awake!)<br /><br />Bottom line, if you are practicing Stop, Look, and Listen, you are well on your way. Now it's time to add loving parenting to your genie till she learns not to listen so much to your childish "I want! "I want!" but more to your soul's real desires. Then you will be astounded at what she will deliver.<br /><br />Love to all,<br /><br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-2506809956543923332009-07-12T22:49:00.000-07:002009-09-27T16:31:52.723-07:00Stop, Look, And ListenRemember that adage from your childhood? It's never been more applicable than it is today. If you make the time to actually stop whatever you're doing, look around you, and just listen to everything inside of you and outside of you, you will help yourself enormously. And you can make the time. These days time will bend to your wishes. (Have you tried that fun exercise of simply saying out loud: Time, slow down. Or Time, speed up. Watch what happens. Do this exercise only when you feel safe and sure.)<br /><br />Back to Stop, Look, And Listen. Even one minute per day of it can be of benefit. If you have to lock yourself in a restroom to get a moment to stop, do so. Stop your world for just one minute per day. How? Breathe deeply a couple times, get quiet, close your eyes, and hold on to no thought. Watch every thought float gently by without you jumping into it. When the minute or so is up, go back about your business but this time pay a little attention to what is going on in your outer and inner life. You might notice some fascinating things. You will get better and better at noticing things as you begin to regularly stop your world for one minute. Little by little you will make discoveries.<br /><br />Those of you who meditate already know. You might be wondering why I'm not encouraging 15 - 20 minute meditation periods twice per day. The reason is that most of us proceed in baby steps. Baby steps are easy and can be very effective.<br /><br />Now is the time for stop, look, and listen. Let your children be aware you've chosen to do this. They may especially demand your attention during the specific times you choose to stop, look, and listen. But if you remain steadfast, they'll eventually realize that everything's fine, what you're doing is not about them, and it's o.k. to let you be.<br /><br />Love to all...<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-21423680285274760142009-06-16T17:38:00.000-07:002009-12-26T23:19:46.342-08:00It's A Whole New Set Of RulesThis is what seems to have fundamentally changed: things are moving by their own momentum now. I'm speaking of personal things, not the more broad based world events we hear about every day. It's easy to see how those are flying along, but sometimes not so easy to see what's swirling around ourselves.<br /><br />What does this mean? It means a lot of the things you and I have set in motion through our desire, thought, and work are now taking on a momentum that isn't entirely from our efforts. A fourth element has come in. It's as if a boosting energy has taken the reins of our projects. With our higher self's permission it is directing things as well as we could or better. We can now turn our attention to our next desire, or we can take a rest and watch what we've already created grow stronger and healthier and more self sustaining every day.<br /><br />Is this true for everyone? No. It's true for those who want it and who can believe it. Who can feel it and accept it. You've seen for yourself that many, many of us are not ready to even consider easing our grip, much less actually do it. Not with our well-thought-out and detailed plans and projects. Letting go is something we hope to be in a position to do "someday", not now. Take my hands off the wheel? In this mess? Are you serious?<br /><br />You envision a crash if you release the wheel. Because that's what happened when you did it before. Guess what. The past is no longer a reliable indicator of what's going to happen now or in the future. This is a whole new set of rules. There are a lot of changes taking place; we're just talking about one of them right now. And that's the one that seems to indicate that maybe, just maybe, some sort of auto pilot has kicked in, and is waiting for you to switch it on. You can now do a little less heavy lifting to get the same result. Or even a better result. Because some new energy is here and it amplifies our intentions if we allow it to. Here's the cool part: you get to decide if you want to be a participant in this or if you want to stay with the way you've always operated. The option of free choice is still here, even with all the changing. What a wonderful gift.<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-39314827269444131552009-06-07T20:46:00.000-07:002009-06-16T22:12:17.392-07:00Something's ChangedFor quite some time there's been a small but persistent sense that something has changed. Not that something's in the process of changing, but that it's already changed.<br /><br />This would seem reasonable considering all the shifting, discarding, re-arranging and re-adjusting happening in our world and in our individual lives. But if we're frank about this, isn't it our tendency to think that our internal senses and feelings aren't reliable? Yes, of course we should acknowledge them, we tell ourselves. But always we should look for supporting evidence in the outside world before we jump to any conclusions based on a feeling. Never value feelings first, value facts first. We have the programming from very early childhood and it's strong: what you detect by your five senses is real. The rest is mental, emotional, imaginary, and therefore not real. If you can't see it, hear it, taste it, smell it or touch it, forget it.<br /><br />When I was a child the model was "Be cautious about your feelings because they can be unreliable. Use logic, facts, and rationality first because they are reliable. If somehow they don't work, find the flaw and make them work. If you've tried, and then tried harder, and things still aren't right, go ahead and resort to your feelings for help. If you must."<br /><br />Today there's a different model in place. Feelings, hunches, intuition - they're no longer second-class citizens in the western world. They've been elevated. The scientific community is devoting a tremendous amount of attention to thoughts and feelings and how they work together to create the world we experience, including its "facts". Notice that scientists are studying how, not whether. So feelings have value. Feelings are our guides. Most of you knew that already and have lived your lives accordingly, to one degree or another.<br /><br />Then what about this feeling, this gentle sense that something has really changed? This feeling is distinct and specific. It isn't vaporous. But what's it about? The world economic system? It is surely in flux and that's a "fact". Our political systems? Popping in and popping out every day. A new world order? Maybe. Show me. Because something is absolutely different - it has turned. I think this first came to my attention last summer. Maybe it's because we're heading into another summer that the feeling is coming up so noticeably now.<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3457062460202369136.post-24672477413715019122009-05-23T18:41:00.000-07:002009-06-07T21:10:59.501-07:00Paying AttentionTook my own advice. Here's how it went:<br /><br /><br /><br />Thursday night before falling asleep I resolved that tomorrow I'd pay more attention to the goings on around me. Friday a.m. woke up refreshed and not resenting having to go to work. That is a rare thing.<br /><br /><br /><br />I drive the usual route. There's practically no traffic. I don't mean little traffic, I mean almost none. A dream ride. Never seen it like this. I tell myself it's because of the upcoming 3 day weekend. Maybe more than the usual number of people are stretching it to 4 days. Whatever it is, I remember to notice.<br /><br /><br /><br />When I walk in the building I'm asked if I would mind leaving my usual duties and instead observe a new hire. Would I mind? This kind of assignment comes maybe once or twice in a year if one is "lucky". Observing means watch, answer questions, and offer helpful pointers while the observee does all the work. It's about as relaxing a day as you can have in my profession. I notice this unexpected and welcome turn of events.<br /><br /><br /><br />Just before lunch, in casual conversation, the new hire drops a piece of information that is key to a project I've been thinking of beginning. She had no way of knowing my plans. For information I've been needing to just appear in our side conversation, well it was...improbable. But there it was and I noticed.<br /><br /><br /><br />When the day was over I had to open my phone to double check the time. Thought the wall clock must be wrong. The day had flown by. I noticed.<br /><br /><br /><br />On driving back, I noticed that I was feeling really good, had been all day. Why? No clue. If I knew, I'd do it more often. The good mood was good on its own but as a bonus it also seemed to affect how the day went.<br /><br /><br /><br />All this just from a simple resolve pay more attention? It really seems like there was something more going on.<br /><br /><br />One thing for sure - when the Abraham-Hicks people say<br />Feel Good Now<br />I guess they know what they're talking about.<br /><br />Love to all..<br />+Antaya+Antayahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12954666863398930702noreply@blogger.com0